Maybe

Maybe you're not the right guy for me? Maybe you are best to go and get drunk and get laid like you usually do.... Maybe you were to dumb to realise what was infront of you this whole time, a girl who actually cared for and understood you, one that knew your past, believed in your future and accepted you for who you are today...........A girl that actually wanted a relationship with you not jut get into your pants....But maybe if after all this time you cant realise this then thats the only kind of girl you deserve, one that just wants to get into your pants, who doesnt actaully care about you, who wont always be there for you, who wont realise your down, who wont cheer you up in a non sexual manner.

We could have something good, something real, but you obviously don't want it.....Maybe Mum was right when she said "I know who you really like but it will never happen cause it just wont" Well i wish it would but if it's not what you want then i guess i cant do anything about it......

I just wish we didn't flirt so much and we weren't so close that you always made me feel this way if you never wanted a relationship in the first place......Let me know when you don't want to just play with me..... You are such a good friend and i dont want to lose that but you make my life harder each time you do this...... Last time i saw you with two other girls in a week.... you killed me inside that time but now.... now im not gonna let you do that again... now im just gonna let go.

I pray for you every night that things will get easier for you.. nothing to do with me... Just you, that God will heal you and give you a sense of peace..... You say thanks heaps when i tell you im praying for you but do you actually mean that? I will always be here for you as a friend when you need cheering up, i will always look out for you and keep you close in my heart but maybe you are just supposed to be a friend...... I think im just gonna give this up to God tonight, I didn't think i would have to, i thought praying about it would help but now its just gonna be in God's hands... not mine anymore.