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Are you trying to mess with my head? You are such an amzing guy, and you fit my list.... well atleast i thought you did. I thought you weren't a big flirt... turns out i was wrong...You tell me yo uthink Im an amazing girl, that you love the fact that im so righteous, funny, smart, caring and "might i say rather beautiful" YOU DONT SAY THESE THINGS TO A GIRL YOU DONT HAVE FEELINGS FOR!!!!!!!!!!!! 

right·eous/ˈrīCHəs/

Adjective:

(of a person or conduct) Morally right or justifiable; virtuous. Perfectly wonderful; fine and genuine.

 And then in that same text you tell me you have a girlfriend!!!!!!!!! An unofficial relationship for 3 years my Butt!!! HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE???!!!! You've had a proper girlfriend at school this year... what do you have to say about that???!!!! The last few days spending time with you have been amazing. i gel with you soo well and ive learnt soo much about you in these few days and you say there's so much more i have to find out. you say you want to spend more time with me, that you wish we had started our friendship earlier on in the year... when you said that i thought you meant cause you could see it going further than friends and with you moving away..to another country....to be with your girlfriend you now tell me, thats not gonna be very easy.... i thought at least we might be able to enjoy it while it lasts. I liked you, i actually liked you, i still do, you give me butterflies. I asked you to sit next to me last night because i wanted to spend more time with you, i wanted to enjoy your company some more and i did. i had the best night last night.... mainly because of my awards but i sat in between two very awesome people, you and my best friend. We had soo many laughs last night and when i got my big award and you had already left, it made me a little sad inside.. You were the one guy i could talk to everything about comfortably. we talked about God and the greatness of his love, we talked about our beliefs and we came to christ, we talked about how we both used to have confidence issues but thanks to God we've overcome them. Noone else knows that, noone really knows i used to wear glasses.... but you do because i felt comfortable telling you these things. our conversations and the time we spent together were just so natural and normal. it wasn't awkward or anything..... it was all soo enjoyable..... You said to me the other day that you were moving to America for university but it was a secret so i couldn't tell anyone..... why was i the person to tell? when you tell me a secret im gonna think there's something more that just friends.. .and then we were talking in our tutorial when you came and sat next to me when there was a perfectly good seat next to your guy friend you told me how you told your Mum about going to America and she was happy for you and everything.....there's one thing i've been really wanting to sya to you and I had planned on telling you in person today when you were spose to be giving me maths help but after you told me you had a gf i  decided that maybe i shouldn't... You have the most gorgeous eyes! When we spent all that time in the library together the other day you had this really nice blue top on and it brought your eyes out soo much and I was trying not to stare!!! You are amazing and yeah i can see you as a good friend and that's all cool but  i can see you as soo much more as well. You get me, yo understand me without knowing me on a high level. I would love to get to know you better, no strings attached, but you're going away in februrary so i can't help but think what's the point? We had prizegiving rehearsal yesterday....i swear we kept looking at each other.... idk but afterwards you made a comment about our umbrellas being "mushroom umbrellas" and after saying tis so noone can come under it and invade your personal space you cam under my umbrella!!! What were you thinking if you just want to be friends?!!! That was way to close for just friends!! i do believe the comment made was "you two are standing awkwardly close" But you know what, i liked it. of course i liked it.! But i thought it meant something. now i may have just been over thinking things way too much but when someone else read your texts... they thought the same as we.... and its the things you put winky faces after that made me think the most. like of course i love school cause you're there right ;)

There is a line between implying just friends and implying i like you! For instance "Of course i love school you're there right! :P HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHA" Would be friendly but maybe pushing it a bit....

But "of course i love school cause you're there right ;) " insinuates you want more than friends!!!!!!
Last night you said you were"proud of me" for getting my sports award.... do you know how much that meant to be???!!!

Today we were spose to spend a few hours going over maths stuff so that you could help me but you got stuck on  something for an hour which we had already been trying to figure out for just as long before you arrived!!!! I hope that if i need some help with stats in the weekend you will be able to help me. Just as friends, no strings attached, i promise i wont try anything, I just want/ need your help.