Not many people know about my past... not the ones important to me in my life right now.... i guess cause that was the old me.... what's the point in knowing the old me when you know the new me and im not going to change..... i plan to get baptised in the new year..... in this i will be cleansed of my past and will be reborn.... i look forward to that day.....where i can put my past behind me forever and be born a godly woman......
In a way the one im closest to now doesn't know about that..... but i don't know if i want them to... i know they have a past to so maybe it wouldn't be soo bad.... but you cant really just talk about it...... someone kinda brought it up tonight.... provoked this blog... they said they wandered if i was as cute and innocent as i seem.... i am now.... just didnt use to be... i wasnt going to open up to them though.... i barely know them..
I'm not proud of who i used to be... that's why i dont like to talk about it and the person that was involved isnt even a close mate anymore.... i wish they were..... i guess if i really want to change they wont be a big part of my life.....
Well thats all i have to say... its all a bit unended but i dont know what else to say... just needed to say that....
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