Why is it my 3 best guy friends have girlfriends(well more or less anyway) ???!!!! it sucks!
You're the ones that know how to make me smile when i feel like crap and one of you can relate to just about everything ive been through.... Im happy for you guys but what about me? What is it about me that makes me the best friend? Do i have a tattoo on my head or something?! I know in a way with all of you i have dodged a bullet and maybe thats why because God knows i deserve better but still..... i could spend so much time with all of you but you all have a girl in your life and i dont want to come across in the wrong way... just sometimes most of all your qualities i think thats what i want in a boyfriend but then its like you are jsut my best friends and thats weird but you.... especially you... im over you... but the way you know somethings wrong.... the way you always make me laugh and smile... the way you open up to me like no guy ever has before..... it means so much .... but in a way it means so much more that you are my best guy friend who i get to see heaps.....Its just that i can see how the lucky this girl is to have you in her life! the way you described to me how you kissed her... is it so wrong to want an awesome guy to do that to me one day?!